she'll loan you her toothbrush

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Fri, 10 May 2013 17:43:48 -0700

i unfollowed my favourite person to ridicule on instagram. they were getting far too… health obsessed. in a really obnoxious, anorexia focused kind of way. too triggering.

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Tue, 30 Apr 2013 10:32:58 -0700

PROBABLY ONE OF THE BEST FEELINGS IN THE WORLD

Tue, 26 Mar 2013 12:03:16 -0700

howdoiputthisgently:

k but seriously, every time i get my period i have a tiny moment of like “oh fuck.” but then i’m like “this uterus is baby-free, that’s whats uuup”

WHEN THERE'S NOTHING IN MY HOUSE I WANT TO EAT

Tue, 26 Mar 2013 11:58:59 -0700

howdoiputthisgently:

I hate breakups. especially when the person you’ve been dating has been one of your best...

Mon, 25 Mar 2013 09:50:40 -0700

I hate breakups. especially when the person you’ve been dating has been one of your best friends for 11 years, and your boyfriend for 1.5 of those years. there’s no way to break up and remain friends it seems, and that’s the biggest loss, losing your best friend. I am le sad.

Fitspo = bullshit.

Sat, 23 Mar 2013 17:46:00 -0700

I’ve had to take a time-out on Pinterest and Instagram lately. Lots of girls I follow post or like pictures of tiny underfed females posing in bikinis, saying how they wish they had her body. How about your own body? Or on Instagram, where hashtag fitspo is a disguise for thinspo. Everyday, selfies of abs, legs, collarbones, calorie counts on treadmills. Lets call it what it is, which is thinspo, and lets just be honest and admit its getting fucked up. Fit is not ribs popping out beneath giant tits, actually. And honestly it’s a little sad. Because they’re beautiful girls and have amazing bodies, but how do you compare yourself to a fucking fitness model who is paid to work out every day? And even more honestly, it’s pretty triggering for someone who struggles to feed themselves on a daily basis. I clearly have eating issues, but you probably wouldn’t know unless you spent a lot of time with me. I can look at a full fridge and just not have the drive to make food and feed myself. Thus, I’m pretty malnourished. Duh. I don’t think I’m fat, I’m aware I’m small, but I can’t make myself get an appetite. So chill the fuck out, females, I get we all have body and food issues in some way, but this is getting out of hand, bitches.

the novelty of being too nauseous to eat has officially worn off. I’m hungry, but even...

Sun, 24 Feb 2013 14:09:37 -0800

the novelty of being too nauseous to eat has officially worn off. I’m hungry, but even drinking water is making me clench my teeth together to prevent myself from vomiting on myself. fentanyl, you are a nasty nasty bitch and I hate you.

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Thu, 07 Feb 2013 19:54:33 -0800

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Thu, 07 Feb 2013 19:34:58 -0800

Duane Michals - The most beautiful part of a woman´s body, 1986

Duane Michals - The most beautiful part of a man´s body, 1986

I’ve been super angsty lately. I just feel like hibernating.

Sat, 26 Jan 2013 17:12:23 -0800

I’ve been super angsty lately. I just feel like hibernating.

yeah, you.

Fri, 11 Jan 2013 20:18:16 -0800

yeah, you.

black on black on black

Fri, 11 Jan 2013 01:42:07 -0800

black on black on black

fatty.

Sat, 05 Jan 2013 19:48:50 -0800

so i read this article: http://www.thefrisky.com/2013-01-03/9-sad-things-that-happened-when-i-got-way-too-skinny/

when i started losing weight i was pretty excited about it, my medication and eating habits had made me balloon to over 160 lbs, and as i’m 5’5”, that’s quite a lot. I didn’t feel good about myself, so I changed my medication and started exercising and cutting out a lot of foods that aren’t good for you. then i started losing weight, and noticing, and then people started noticing. it took 2 years to lose the weight and get to a weight where i feel comfortable at, but now people are starting to say things like “you’re too skinny”. and it hurts my feelings. like a lot. but it’s true, i think, like in the article above, i’ve been feeling much more insecure about myself since i lost a lot of weight. like i don’t look like a woman, i feel like a 12 year old boy. now my medication makes it hard to gain weight. eating makes me nauseaous, not eating makes me nauseaous, moving makes me nauseaous, all of it. so it’s hard to build up an appetite, and then i only have a few bites and feel full and ill. it’s mean when people talk like you’re not standing right in front of them, and say things like “ew she’s disgusting”, because i can fucking hear you, asshole.

i understand the concept of photoshop, but i don’t understand why bitches be editing their...

Sat, 05 Jan 2013 19:16:11 -0800

i understand the concept of photoshop, but i don’t understand why bitches be editing their photos for facebook. isn’t it more of a let-down in real life when people see you and are like “hey, your skin isn’t airbrushed to perfection in real life, nor are your eyelashes drawn on using microsoft paint”.

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Thu, 03 Jan 2013 15:49:34 -0800

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Mon, 26 Nov 2012 18:23:58 -0800

le bf explaining girl self portraits on Instagram and Facebook: “look it’s mah...

Thu, 22 Nov 2012 15:25:16 -0800

le bf explaining girl self portraits on Instagram and Facebook:

“look it’s mah face”
“it’s mah face a little bit different”
“it’s my face a little more diff-raaaant”
“lipstiiiiiiiicckkkk
“oh you found the filters?!”

I died.

I see your two-pack and raise you a six-pack

Tue, 13 Nov 2012 11:19:18 -0800

I’ve always been painfully shy. I hate talking in groups and I also hate when people look at me. I feel like there’s food on my face, and then I turn red and start sweating, and then my bangs get all sweaty and plastered to my face. it’s not a good look.
but neither is being a blatant attention seeker. for example, posting pictures of your stomach/boobs/body repeatedly on Facebook and Instagram and tagging it with shitty tags like #nofilter #naturalbeauty #gymbunny #lol makes me want to stab you. not really but it’s tacky, it makes me have second-hand embarrassment for you, and I don’t like that feeling; it makes me feel shamed on your behalf because you’re too stupid to know that you should feel shamed and or embarrassed. like yay I’m glad you like your body, but keep a little bit of mystery.

I hope you’ve seen Always Sunny in Philadelphia, because that will make this description that...

Mon, 12 Nov 2012 16:04:50 -0800

I hope you’ve seen Always Sunny in Philadelphia, because that will make this description that much more visually stunning in your brain.

I vomit a lot, out of nowhere, it’s very strange and probably really bad for me. It’s also the main side effect of the heroin-like painkiller I take, which I will write about another time. I get this deep, nauseous pain behind my belly button, and then before I even get that watery mouth warning sign, my mouth is filled with bile and vomit and I end up sprinting to the bathroom to spit it out, and continue vomiting more. However, this morning an extra special treat occurred. I woke up, had a drink of water, laid back in bed, and then sat up and threw up all over my shirt and self and bed. I was giggling because I made the face that Sweet Dee from Always Sunny does when she dry heaves, except I did that face while barfing. And then I was like “HIDE THE EVIDENCE” and ripped the sheets off, got back into bed and fell asleep for a little bit.

Not that interesting, but it always cheers my heart to picture someone I dislike throwing up on themselves uncontrollably, so hopefully this gives you the lols. Or you’ll be disgusted.